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Saturday, November 15, 2014

that someone

I've been into relationships a few times before but unfortunately none worked out. Most of them are nice and sweet but as times went by things started becoming more of a "used to it" than love. Couple starts to be comfortable to each other and sometimes meeting up becomes meeting up to do each other personal stuff such as playing games by themselves, using phone/computers, sleeping and do nothing. But it's actually very important to still date out to keep the relationship on fire. Yes, it's nice to stay home cuddle and watch movie, but it's also nice to hang out, go to a nice restaurant as well.

I always love it when I see guys making effort to make you happy, but planning things or even giving surprises. (and not just talk) It always makes me happy when I see someone putting effort in me and making me feels that I'm actually worth it, I can be loved too. Also, it's all those little things to buying my favorite snacks to a bouquet of roses to handmade meals and even cards.

I also wished that someone will actually prioritize me over everything. Whenever I need him, he will be there. He will always try his best to make time for me no matter how busy he is, because he misses me. He will always remind how important I am to him, securing me when I feel insecure, when I feel that I'm not good enough for him.

I also need someone that understand me, understand my silence, understand my "nevermind", understand my "anything" and understand my "i dont know". I'm someone that do not know how to express my feelings. I need someone to teach me how to express feelings in words...

I still waiting for that someone to appear, that someone will let me be optimistic again, that someone that makes me believe in love once more, that someone that will do everything for me and love me for who I am. I'm still waiting for my prince.

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I need to say goodbye to you. I seriously need to... (im sorry i can't but i will give you and her my blessing. be happy, i love to see you smile)


5 comments:

Anonymous said...

Even in the dark , he's still cares about you . But seeing you enjoying your life as a youth , he just stood there watching . Just as a shadow he stood there . You want the limelight which he don't . I believe the others after the guy that you bless for are good too.hope you find your prince soon

Anonymous said...

Keep the good memories, cause memories don't change but people change . I believe he treasure those memories too .

Kaycey Neo ♥ said...

he had already moved on, he's no longer caring about me. he is happy with his life, his new girl. I gave up my limelight for him, i gave up everything for him, but he just don't see it...

Anonymous said...

When he decides on something, nth can change his mind. Don't hold on to the regrets you have for all the could haves and what ifs. Maybe things just changed suddenly all of the sudden wo any warning and you just cannot close the chaper. Time will heal you.

Kaycey Neo ♥ said...

i know but he never really look around and realize what hurts the most. Maybe it was a mistake in the first place, but I've never regret this mistake i've made; is to fall in love with him. I may be the one leaving him, but I always believe that he will be happier without me, and now he had already proved it to me; that he is happier and I'm happy for him too; that he had found someone better for him.